I wanted to blog earlier today but this place was under 'maintenance' and so I couldn't.

Since then I have lost all my inspiration to write. Not that I ever write anything profound but hey, I'm writing so sit down and shut up! :P

I had a shite day today. Well not entirely shite... but enough to get me feeling rather down in the dumps. I told you. I don't take failure well! Although I haven't failed yet, I feel as if I have already.

Meh. Would be good to get shit faced right now. But I have to have a functional weekend cos I have so much work from uni to do. Argh. There's a lot on my mind right now. And thus it has made me boring.

I apologise for my boringness.

Easter was mad fun... as usual. I'm still suffering from withdrawal effects ... which occur every year. But having great uni mates at the same time makes things a lot better. Come home... go out again. Have fun. Ladida. Robyn made a good post about our bar hopping night out on her blog here. Much detail.

I have a feeling that my depressing state is showing on this post and thus I should stop. I never knew what kinda crazy emotional shit graduate job applications can really put you through. It's just not the same as any other job interviews I've ever had.

I'm hanging around in mid air bopping up and down with no particular direction... I feel as though it is the decisions and actions of others that dictate where I am at right now. And it is. In all aspects. My personal life, my career, my uni life. Dictate dictate. I hate it when I'm not in control.

xo