Today was my first day that involved doing nothing since the end of my exam period. No plans, no meeting up with friends, no drawing, nothing. I purchased a website, though, which hasn't yet been processed but hopefully it will soon. Watch this space.

I have a long list of things that I wish to accomplish within this 4 month holiday. Right now my main priority is go and buy some canvases and a tube of white acrylic paint. I *need* to paint. Painters would understand the joy of loading a thick brush with even thicker paint and gliding it across a blank canvas watching the vivid colour trailing your path. That is a feeling I long for right at this moment.

I have a lot of things I want to express right now that I can't do so in words. Well, not yet anyway. It should be the source of my creativity. Who knows what amazing pieces could come out of that but my laziness usually tends to stand in the way. Damnit, I need to go and buy some canvases.

Right now.
Strong urge.
At the brink.
Almost there.
What if?
Maybe not.
But yes.
Calling?
Lacking.
Substitute.
Normal.
Fresh and young.
Obsession.

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