I am 20.
8/30/2004 12:54:00 PM

So as of yesterday, I am an official 20 year old. No longer a teenager, not yet an adult (if you consider 21 being an 'adult'). It's a weird feeling. For some reason I have been looking forward to becoming 20 because it makes me feel like I am a repsonsible person. Does it? I don't know. It has given me inspiration to become more of a person though. And what I mean with that is, I feel as though I have been a zombie the last few months. I'm half-hearted with my education, half-hearted with my art, easily annoyed, no goals I am passionate to strive for, and I don't know, I just want to shut myself out from the world from time to time. I guess everyone experiences this sort of feeling at some stage of their life. Yesterday I went to buy some Proust and Tolstoy books to read. Reading gives me the feeling of "something worthwhile to do" even though I have a stack of work to do right now!!

Anyways, haha, enough of my silly and depressing self - I'm not really that depressing, honest! I'm feeling really happy & energised today. Had a good sleep-in, posting this blog now and after this, I'm going to do some catching up for Fluid Dynamics!

On Saturday night I had a small party at Loop Bar in the city with some of my friends. Thanks everyone who went!! I had a great time and I really appreciate you all for being there for me. Unfortunately the place was just too packed and noisy to be able to hold much conversation...! :(. So below are a few photos from the night... Its rather sad because look drunk in all of them. I have more photos but I don't understand how to use this Blogger "Hello" program to send photos. It's sending them as individual posts!! I'll probably post more when I learn how to use the program properly! ;)

CLICK ON THE PICS TO SEE A BIGGER VERSION.

posted by Stellar Drella @ 8/30/2004 12:54:00 PM
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  • At 12:41 AM, Blogger Sarah said…

    Hey!! With the photos, use the Hello program, then go to "Edit your blog", copy the HTML into a new blog and type your text around it. If that makes sense. Then delete the individual photo blog. That's what I've been doing - there's probably a less complicated way of doing it but I'm retarded with HTML.

     
  • At 5:10 PM, Blogger Stellar Drella said…

    Yes, *MARCEL* Proust.
    I am into about 50 pages and I'm trying very hard to convince myself that he's going to get somewhere sooner or later. Still not going anywhere. May read 10 more pages... probably won't get anywhere and still going on about how he wants his mother to kiss him before he goes to bed.

    MAN! Is it really that bad??
    I am having difficulty keeping track with his page long sentences. It's like "Oh I am still on the same sentence!" somewhat 100 semicolons down the track.

    Still. I'm going to try. I *bought* the book so I better finish it! ;)

    As with Tolstoy... leaving that to last! I'm looking forward to that.

    Yes you're so right about the 20 year old thing. People seeing u differently and stuff.

    Har har - you guys and the 21 age rule ;) ;) ;)
    Less than 1 year to go, Mego... less than 1 year... ;)

    SARAH - Did you get my email?
    thanks for the tips on how to use 'hello'. Seriously fizzing me out that thing...!

     
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